There's no way to say this nicely: I've historically always hated speaking in public. Up until my professional life, speaking in front of a group was always paired with anxiety and disinterest in the subject matter. In hindsight, this makes total sense: during your educational years you definitely get some experience in presenting or speaking, but it's rarely ever about a subject you're passionate about. Always about a certain topic like politics, a book or something like your pet hamster. Not really subjects I can enthusiastically talk about!